You Are My Sunshine
Almost everyday in the first year of my grief I would comfort myself and sing to ADam. The same two songs that always flowed from my thoughts through my voice were, You Are My Sunshine and I Love You-Barney song. I would sing these songs as if he was singing them with me or to me. I am still not clear on the energy exchange but I do know is that it was very soothing for I could feel his love and warmth like a soft fuzzy baby's blanket wrapped around me as I would sing. This was a great way for me to connect for I was mourning my mother role which is obvious with the choice of songs yet I was being given a way to bridge the two worlds together and so it began my daily way of strengthening my communication with him.